Time shared

At the end of another exhausting week, I sit back and wonder if I delegated my time enough. I try to study hard, clean the house, and spend time with my daughter. I don;t always let her help me, cause the way I do stuff has to be perfect. I always miss my daughter, but grow tired very easy. It is as if I have no energy for her at theend of my day, cause I don;t even have time for myself.
I threw her a Halloween party Friday, she had a blast. This was the first year that she was not a princess. She chose to be Jessie from Toy Story, I have to say it was pretty adorable. I love her new open vareity rather than the typical selection.
She flourished at the Halloween party and wasn't shy. It was great to see her interecting with kids of her age and having a blast. Almost 20 kids showed up. It was stressfull since I let the parents leave, but we ended up having a blast. The  kids were great, we have fun with all the games and awesome snack time.
All the parents informed me their kids passed out on the way home, I consider that a success.
Well, I cannot wait until tomorrow , this will be the first year we will be trick or treating with her paternal grandparents. Its also about time, since her dad always makes excuses as to why not.
This is also the first year we will not be at my Grandma's , which is a tradition for the whole family. I will miss it, but she needs to be with her grandparents and share more holidays with them. Well, good night for now. Everyone be safe and have a good Halloween!

So, this is my scenario

Let me give you a bit of history before I start complaining.
The Father is in her life, even after he tried to force me to have an abortion.
He then after trying to force me to have an abortion, took me to court with a bunch of lies to take the baby away from me.
To settle all disputes, we agreed to disagree and I asked him what he wanted. He said to see his child.
So, at the time I had a gf, he did not. We agreed to move in together so the baby would have both parents in her life. And so we could both support her.
We live in a 3 bedroom house and have been here 3 years now.
We didn't think it would be so bad, since we both worked 50 hours plus a week and had opposite schedules. But this is when my life got worse.
I am more a single mother now, than I ever was before. I never needed his help, and still don't. He lives here and doesn't contribute, EVER!
BLah. Why don't I leave?
It isn't fair for me to ruin my daughters life because two adults can't get along. I never wanted to be a parent like that. So money hungry and so consumed with hate. I could never do that to her. Hurt her intentionally for my own immature actions. No, we agreed to raise her together, and we will. Well, I will, he will be on the sidelines.

What this Blog will be about

So, this Blog will have the following and I only would like nice comments none that are offensive please.
This blog will be about my life, and my family and what we do daily.
This Blog will be about me being a single lesbian mom.
This blog will be about my path that Im on towards my career.
This Blog will be about my beautiful daughter.
This blog will be about my family drama, it will entertain you so much.
This blogwill be about my addiction to Dr. Pepper haha.
This Blog will contain alll kinds of rants and raves about so many things so I hope I can entertain you as well as get some stuff off my chest.
Enjoy and I look forward to you all reading and enjoying this blog.